For The Casulties

歌手：林俊杰

大地被摇晃著
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 泪堆积成了河
但明天是好的
我们要坚定著
爱~让我们不放弃活著
还要继续和大自然拔河

当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光 会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃 明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气 就更有力量

当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望 又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗 看见了晴朗

Always remember, we are so much more fortunate than many people out there.

Passion ; Aggression

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIAHUA! =)

Met up with netballers yesterday to celebrate jh's bdae. And yea! =)) we are gonna get our 50% subsidy of kbox treat from jh!! wahaha! =)) because she got her long-awaited wish..of...heh..=))


The match on monday totally dashed our dreams. It was so sudden and everything. We went in with such high expectations and high hopes. But the 66.66% of going in semis failed us.

As quoting from jh, its always SO NEAR YET SO FAR. It seems like we are already one step on it, but ultimately kicked back to reality. Argh, i hate this. For 3 years, its always been like this. With the last year and this year being the worst. All we lacked that day was just that one moment of luck.

And next year, we are gonna get our top4 back from AC.

I didn't want this season to end now, because I wanted to continue training and working towards our dream with the rest of the pals and gals. Even though we lost, but all of us have definitely gained much more. The experience, the friendship and every other thing. I really love this team, thanks so much for making me look forward to every training, despite all the runnings and PTs.


Ultimately, there are always rewards for the efforts and hardwork we put in.
A bunch of great pals and gals. =)

Team NJC Hockey'08. <3s

It's getting so near...

AND IM SO EXCITED! =)

Just had our 2nd ice bath yesterday. It was damn nice! =) I love taking ice baths coz its like we can get to play around. Heh, and the water wasnt that cold as the 1st time yesterday. So its kind of more enjoyable. =) Hahx, and the journey of beixi INTO the water-filled tub is damn ultra duper funny lah! Not forgetting the ultimate commentary by puey yee of beixi's journey. =) And the autistic jiayun! hahahha!!! and the water fights after that! =)

Photos during trainings! =)


And look at the ironman!! =) Dolly!!! =) haha! =)


Eat out.


Haha! =) the swearing of hot-hot! =)

Mon's match gonna determine everything.
And we are ever ready.

Coz Vinnie's face says it all. =) Hahax..=)

College Day

Just had our college day yesterday. And i swear i'll not eat kaya toast for a few more months at least. Our class was making kaya toasts, and OMGosh, we had like THREE KG worth of kaya bought from ya kun kaya toast i think, and at the end of the day we finished using like at most...1/6 of it? Damn freaking much lah, haha, one whole big tub can. And we had like 21loaves of bread? Then at the end left around 12 loaves i think. And many butter left too. But our kaya toast was nice! =) But just imagine eating smelling and taking it around to sell, you'll just get sicked of it anyway.

Hahx, i thought it would be kinda fun you know, like going around to sell then can play around with people i know, not that i managed to do that anyway. Cause halfway through i got so sicked of walking the same route seeing the same old people trying to sell the same old thing. hee..

Hmm, anw before this college thing we had our econs make up lessons. Then me, derek, benjamin, uma and mengqiao went to BPP to eat the very ultra WORTHWHILE subway!! =)) yesh, i swear the subway there is the cheapest ever. hahax, last time derek kept recommending me go there eat, and FINALLY we went! =)) 6bucks students meal for a footlong sandwich, 2 cookies and a drink. Gosh. Unbelievable price. Wahaha, somehow derek made me seem like a glutton. Haha, when i finished my footlong sandwich at the same speed as ben and derek.

And this is our very fulfilling and satisfying meal! =) I'm beginning to fall deeply in love with subway! =)) hee...

Haha, and this is the 5 subers on our way back to school. =)

Anyway when we got back, seemed like some of the rest havent got back anyway. And then there was another group who was watching movies in somewhere in school, haha, so anyway the 5 of us just loitered around at the field playing soccer?

Slacking around in the field..=)

haha, the effect uma wanted to make.

can you see the word love??

And with me and mengqiao, there's no way ben or derek gonna get the ball in. haha..=))

Uma and me! =)

And again! =) haha, and this is during the college day preparation le! =)) see, uma eating our kaya toast, which is goooooddd....=)

haha, and note for the following 3 photos...

There are 7 people.

But mengqiao gave up.

And now cherry gave up too.

And this is the final 5 people still persistent in taking a photo! =) haha! =))

ok, and before the preparation i was chatting with liu, ok, just for awhile cause after that she kind of disappeared. haha..=) And then there was the zhong ji mi ma game for food with the rest of the J1s hockers. =)) wahah! it was damn fun and funny! there was a class selling nata de coco with sprite or watever, then me and pam wanted to get nata de coco ONLY..haha! then i think the class was kinda shocked with our sudden request..=)) haha, but we managed to get nata de coco..=)


END OF COLLEGE DAY! =)

After that some of our class people went to KAP. ( ngeekiang, adeline, cherry, derek, jade, jasmine, sonia, rasyiqah and me.) Ok, me jade jasmine just went there for fun lah and stayed to chat. I swear i never ate anything from there. =) even though i was so tempted to eat mcflurry. hahax..=)

Actually, i think we took more group photos. But the pictures are not with me. =) haha, and im so duper sad that i forgot to take photo with the jap girl who joined our class for 2 days! ok, actually my class did but i was away for my match le. argh, haha, shes damn nice and cute lah! =(( haha, if only she could join us for a longer period. =( hahax..

And I think our class is so darn cool. Haha, as said by sonia, our class is like those dramas kind, rebellious yet united.. haha! =)) the terrorist was like asking our class: " do you guys score as badly for your other subjects?". And apparently, it is so. Seem like our class "not doing homework" thing is attracting the attention of mr chua and the terrorist that they are gonna join forces to make us do. Hmm....

Anyway for hockey, we have advanced into second round! =)
And the Adivs finals is on 23/5!
Im hoping praying wishing wanting that we can get there. =)
Cause its gonna be such a special day for me.
=)

Wow, that was a long post.

replies to tags:
jiahua: LOL! haiz...is that a compliment?? hahx..
sonia: hahah!! oh man, i think my blurness will become a joke truely. hahx..=P
weini: yesh!! i rmb too! =)) haha, but it was damn fun! =)
ziyin: thks!! =) yea, even though we all feel like, but we'll jiayou de! =)
junyi: hahah!! =) thks..i will try to..haha! =P
jade: wahahahah!! =)) tt was the perfect time man to shoot more unglam! =P but i was so kind..haha! =P
ness: haha! no bah, jade's flagging for train is also very blur! haha! =P yesh, oops i thought its not that obvious le? hahah!! =P

Track meet. in NJ...

is so different.

I still prefer those kind of track meets in BP, at least you can feel more of the house spirit whatever stuff there. =) I mean, its more fun and enjoyable to be cheering alongside an entire house and your class for people running. And its definitely more honorable and motivating to run with all the cheering and shoutings at the grandstand. At least you get to feel the joy of winning a race. =)

I thought track meet should be like that.

Haiz, but in NJ, the whole meet is like kinda weird. Like there are only relays, some of the finals are held finish in the heats(like the 4x200m for guys), then can only join 1 event blahx(but considering there's only relays, this is a good thing). =) And track meet is AFTER school. Argh.

Wahaha, and this reminds me of how purple house girls dominate last year. =))

Anyway, today's heats me uma and manuel were like nothing to do so we went down and support our class people running. =) hahx..=)

And some of the hockey gers ran too! =)


Puey yee the unhygenic running for terra. hahax! =P

Erm, camwhoring with my phone? hahx..=)

Vivien...more camwhoring with my phone...hahx..=P

Hahx, actually i wanted to take jinyin and liu, but vivien turned around so i decided to shoot her instead. hahx.=)))
=)

EEW...GROSS GREEN TONGUE jeaness got there. hahax..=))

And the cleaning of classrooms yesterday with my class! =) lol, it was damn fun at the end when we started to wet the rags and whack it against the container classroom to make it stick there. hahx...kinda made ourselves wet and dirty but was damn funny! =) haha..


Jade who was damn entertained by this activity and started to whack like nobody's business at the classroom. hahax, she looks more like imitating a chicken dance or what then throwing rags though..=)

And Jade's starting to whack her chickens! =P hahx..

Introducing to you....


who is desperately....

And then the mopper(charis) appeared....
Resulting in......

And obviously, the beng-ish cleaner won.
But ultimately.....

He gotta clean with the mop!

=)

Huh? ...

Sheesh, i think I'm getting more and more blur and forgetful nowadays. My brain takes longer to process things and recall things you know. Obviously, there are many examples to illustrate and i forgot due to my forgetfulness nowadays. Ok, I know I'm quite blur last time le. But going to JC just sort of reinforced this idea in me.

Example 1:
*i was talking to siqi over my handphone and packing bag to go with dolly*
Me : "Hey doll did you see my handphone?"
Then dolly and dorlisa were like laughing like mad.
But i still didn't understand why. Haha, i even thought they were laughing like mad because maybe they stole and hide it from me.
Until siqi told me over the phone: " It's in ur hands."

Example 2:
*in the cab with doll amanda and liu"
Then somehow i saw liu's stick.
And panicked.
Me :"OMG, where's my stick?"
Amanda : "It's at the back lah!"
Haha, then i remembered we put in there with doll's goalie bag.

Example 3:
*walking up the staircase with jasmine to our class"
Jasmine: "psst, sharon phua's at the back. "
Me: *turned around and look, saw her but i took like ultra long to process in my mind whether its really her anot, when i realized its really is, then i turned back."
SP: "why are you staring at me?"

Wah. at this rate, i think i'll get dementia earlier then i expected. Bleahx. Its something like a computer you know. The more you use the computer, the slower and lag it gets, and the longer it downloads and process things. Same for our brain, the more we use our brain, the slower it processes things and confuses things. Yes, so I'm not denying that my brain is always constantly at work you see. Hee..=)

Presenting to you:
NJC Hockey.....

=)

Hockey....

takes up my entire life now.

Seriously.

Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating.

Or maybe I'm not.

Cause I'm so worn out.

I need sleep.

But yet i'm here.

Oh crap.

At least PI's over.

YEA!

Come on~, stop kidding urself.

There's still GPP, watever watever more to come.

Haha, ok, im seriously freakingly tired. Man, even though its a friday, but there's still trg and match tml! ahhh!! haiz, there goes my rest day. =) anyway, hockey PnGs have advanced one step closer to our podium! =) heh heh, won IJC 4-0 and TPJC 6-0. But the hardest have yet to come. And it is coming soon. =) Anyway referee was totally biased today, TOTALLY. So damn obvious lah, couldn't they have done it in a less obvious way??!!! Heh, mar was totally on fire today, scored a hat-trick! cool, =)) hee, anyway during team talks we were like discussing what we will do if we get on the podium, totally funny and hilarious! =) hax, hopefully as quoted from beixi "Make that dream become a reality!~" =)) yea! =)

Hmm, never mind. Lets just post pictures. =))

Hee, camwhoring using meng qiao's laptop. wahahah! =))


Oh ya, and went out for gathering with netballers today! kinda like a team dinner cause most were present, i mean the J1s except for yumei! =)) hee...went to subway and ate. =))








Tada! =)) photos! hee, and FINALLY.........

wahahahah!!! =PP the meeting was kinda rare since like everyone had matches before this and we still managed to gather tgt in the end. =) so cool...
Anyway peeps, all the best for ur matches k! =))

And i miss the days we had tgt. =)

For obvious reasons...

Maths, headache. ( btw, the calculator thing is not true k, IM NOT THAT VIOLENT ..hahx. =P )


Heh, hasn't been updating this week. Cause have been rather busy with school work bla blahx..

And once again, I'm gonna be ranting about PI!!!!! Argh, GO AND DIE PI, if only you can commit suicide or i'll murder you if i can..argh..PI sucks totally!! And i bet EVERYONE agrees with me. haha, all my drafts are rejected again and again and I'm having so little time to do any more edit!!! 1 more day to submit the final draft and i still havent got a satisfying draft approved by mr heah!! ahhhh!! shucks, for once i really envy yunjie and benjamin man. =( haha! And i learned from amanda that PI, EOM and the another individual reflection constitutes only 20% of the total score...the rest are the group proposals and oral presentation stuff. BUT FOR SOMETHING EVEN LESS THAN 20% we are CHIONGING LIKE HELL i cant imagine when we do the rest. ahhhh!!

Never mind, its time for us to relieve stress. Heh, and apparently, there are many ways for people to do so.

WAYS TO RELIEVE STRESS

1st: The CRAZY people who tried to poison themselves with CRAZY FOOD.

Heh heh, ok, we were playing the zhong ji mi ma and so we were like mixing different food tgt...haha! =PP the first stage one is mentos immersed in the take your pick sauce plus many other drink stuff and bread crumbs noodles vegs bla bla. But anyway i think the 3rd stage one is the WORST. Seriously, its filled with sesame OIL and CHILLI and duno wat and wat. Whatever it is, its the worst of all lah. It tastes horrible. haha! =P and derek was the most unfortunate one. =)) hee..

2nd: Breaking school rules.


Haha, we look harmless bah. =)) hee, actually we didn't really break school rule lah, ok maybe we did but its just a minor one. Not changing into uniform before going for lesson. But the thing was, we gotta pass sharon phua's class and then we were like wearing our uniform over our PE tshirt at the corridor before walking past her. And OBVIOUSLY, having a GROUP of students standing at the corridor wearing their uniform is WEIRD and OBVIOUS enough, we were scolded lah. haha..=P

3rd way: Trying to murder each other with pillows.


4th way: And the best way of all--Indulging in camwhoring. wahhaa! =P

Oh ya, and finally FINALLY, the cam war people are finally at peace with one another and taking nice pictures instead of unglam pics! =)) hee, ok or maybe because i've become the ultimate target for unglam pics anw so it makes no difference..haha! =)

5th way: Zi Bi

Haha, i think charis look very cute here! =)) like a boy boy..hahx..=)

See, me and ness is finally at peace. =)) heh, no more unglam pic of her sia. (ok lah, i admit i was trying to capture her candid shots secretly but she saw it and posed for the cam..argh..=( haha! )

6th way: LOL! The most pervertic way of all...
Once again, Its RA rated.
BEWARE.

hahahahahha!! =P

7th way: Taking unglam pic.

wahaha! =)) ok this is uma willingly let me take de and she posed for it! =)) wahhaah! actually she look kinda cute here, like a pig! oops, =)) hee...

Alright, thats the end of my ways to detress post. And that was really good for me to destress. Wahahah! =))

We are gonna get on top.
Here we come podium.
GO Pals and Gals! =))